(the photo is me decorating a cake this spring at a live cake completion I did as an assistant to a friend who decorates cakes)
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Fall Temptations...
Life on the farm is busy in the fall and full of temptations. This Sunday we are kicking off our fall stand - pumpkins, squash, potatoes, and lots of other yummy stuff including cupcakes! It is always nice to have something "ready to eat" for sale so people can get something for their kids. So tonight I am going to start making them. My first big baking project since I have restarted my weight loss journey. So I will have to try to be "good" and not taste test - too many - cupcakes. Wish me luck!
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
My trinkets...
I am a pretty visual tactile person. So I wanted someway to help myself visualize what I am doing! I decided a bracelet would be a great way to do that. So I made it yesterday.
One bead for each pound. So far I am down 5 pounds since I joined Weight Watchers again two weeks ago. A small bead for most pounds and a big one for each 5. Once I get to my 10% I may remake it with real silver or I may just add a bigger bead of some kind. I have a long way to go for that!
I hope I have an extra bead or two to add most weeks, and that I do not have to take to many off, because that will be sad...
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Dangerously unhealthy!
So according to the Doctor Oz quiz I am dangerously unhealthy!
Well that is not a real surprise. My BMI is 44.1, but that is down one point already from two weeks ago!
I would still be over 200 pounds (203) and a BMI of 34.8. I would have lost over 20% of my body weight, and I would be lighter then I had been since before I could drive. I would feel so much better about myself although I would still be Obese.
Well that is not a real surprise. My BMI is 44.1, but that is down one point already from two weeks ago!
The Million Dollar Me site asked me how I felt today. I feel a little frustrated, if you must know, because I wonder even if I loose 2 pounds a week until April (which is pretty unlikely), if I will still be one star and dangerously unhealthy?
I would still be over 200 pounds (203) and a BMI of 34.8. I would have lost over 20% of my body weight, and I would be lighter then I had been since before I could drive. I would feel so much better about myself although I would still be Obese.
My lowest weight in the past 15 years, since my crash diet in college when I got to 220 & destroyed my gallbladder. That would be a huge victory if I could get there with a BMI of 37.8 . Still "Seriously Obese."
If I could be "just Obese" with a BMI of 39.9 that would be a victory at 232, and as low as I had been since I graduated college 14 years ago. To
not be "Morbidly Obese" would be a major
victory. I got within FOUR pounds of this weight
in 2007 when I did weight watchers the first time.
Any of those, I have a feeling will not change how Dr. Oz and the world feels about me being a "fat girl." I am sure I will still be "Dangerously Unhealthy." But maybe it will change how I feel about me being the "fat girl."
Maybe....
Monday, September 26, 2011
The beginning of my Journey!
So I am just now beginning my journey to better health!
I have not been under 220 pounds since I was 20, that is 17 long years. The last time I was under 200 I could not even drive.
But when I think that if I had started this last September I might be homing in on my goal? That gives me huge hope! (This photo is of me just a couple weeks ago, at old Fort Niagara, this is about as much of a close up as you will see of me.)
At 265 pounds I am frustrated by myself. Annoyed with me and I want to be the me I could be.
I have not been under 220 pounds since I was 20, that is 17 long years. The last time I was under 200 I could not even drive.
After having had huge success with Weight
Watchers in 2007, I recently decided to rejoin and recommit to me. My first weigh in put me at 262.6 pounds. At my height that means my BMI is over 45, and I have over 120 pounds to loose. Even if I could maintain 2 pounds a week that is over a year of loss. That is a long time.
But when I think that if I had started this last September I might be homing in on my goal? That gives me huge hope! (This photo is of me just a couple weeks ago, at old Fort Niagara, this is about as much of a close up as you will see of me.)
Is it just coincidence that two weeks after I rejoined Weight Watchers Doctor Oz started Transformation Nation? I DON'T THINK SO! I am going to work on a Million Dollar me! I want to feel like a million dollars & I am ready to do the work.
But right now, I am not worrying about the final goal. I am setting many mini-goals. My first BIG goal is to be under a 40 BMI by Christmas, that also, happens to be close with 10% of my body weight.
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